Monday, January 30, 2006

go ahead, end the holiday

ahhh, been a while since i last blogged..

january's been a crazy month and what a way to start off the new year.

itz funny how i'm now sms-ing yati again after all these while. how one phase ends jus so that another could begin. so any ol' how, i'll begin with the most recent..

farking hell, nearly got our last long holiday cancelled out cos we had to spend the nite out at lower fuckin mandai cos of some irresponsible SOB who decides itz convenient to lose things. knn.. hey, i dunno the full story but u sure dun lose an elephant especially if itz in front of ya. so hey, luckily it was found on sat, if not, knn, haf to come back on sunday... so if u asked me wat i did on fri nite, i can safely i i lepak-ed along the PIE.. yes, the PIE!! we were like along the PIE and sitting down after gettin out from Mandai.. wootz.. quite an experience but the sad part was the force of destruction we were as we searched... sighs..

then there skafest!! took pics for comic strip, got to know a platoon mate was playin for mystical or was it mistaken pirates, den ducky knew a guy from cesspit. so ere i was skankin off beat to which ever gal was beside me. found out zurah played in another band too.. den me and duck went off to boat quay to meet up wif sum of her fwens.. and boy were they wild with each other without even touching alcohol.. duck's in a dilemma hope itz cleared.. shld be for the best..

whee!! i passed the freaking SOC..9.15.. wootz.. still waiting and wantin to see wat the freak is the incentive.. not tat it has arrived yet..

the previous week had two outings wif ed and ducky.. haha.. feels weird how itz always the same thru all the time gap.. i guess tats how best fwens wld be. they may change here and ere, but essentially they're the same when they're together. no barriers, no masks. still keeping secrets, but secrets which dun change them and their relationship. so happily sheesha-ing away durin the past two outings.. and when i say happily sheesha-ing, i meant at least 2 bottles the whole nite at diff places... watched a movie which i forgot.. only remembered the cliff part. and a bit confusing the whole plot..

so yea, well, hope duck's less confused now.. a heart is a terrible thing to gamble, but if we dun gamble, it will be a terrible thing for the heart.

hey, my first quote!! wootz..

forgot abt tis.. on sat, i booked out and went to apply for the debit card. so as i was fillin out the forms, the lady at the counter was makin small talks. but if she small talk abt ur relationship and hers, like tak keluar ngan ur gf? and she talks abt hers, and how sumtimes the guy goes for flings but she dun mind. when he's done, he can always come back. i feel quite sad for her clinging onto him.. but tats not the point, wat is more important is, is she flirtin wif me?? haha.. things i tink abt to boost my ego.. haha.. hey, i mean, itz not everyday tat a bank teller talks to ya abt her love life..

Sunday, January 01, 2006

rites of time

arrrrrrrghhhhhhh... one shld not be spending the new year at home sleeping and tending to a headache... farking hell... and one shld not do SOC on new year's eve!!! chow turtle.. so my first new year spent at home.. tis week's quite a record week for me...
did badly for my tech handling tests.. though i did get gold for IPPT.. which was amazing since i never did could do 10 pull ups.. and god knows wat drove me to be able to run 9.38 for 2.4km... failed SOC.. not tat surprising since i knew my body wasn't prepared for it... den got a mini headache while running back.. managed to supress it though.. and farking hell... tink tat's wat killed me later on.. ouh well...

so now she's back to name calling.. arrghhh.. now here we go again.. not tat i mind, mind u.. and walt whitman is becoming a favourite of mine.. i noe i had loads to write when i was in camp.. things which bothered me and things which touched me.. but now, it seems, i'm blocked of what there is to write about..

new year resolution or rather wat i wld like to do:
take out the triangle on the 4th of January
get a bike license
go for 2nd level of attunement
open an OCBC account
take more shots
understanding what i experience and being able to control it(itz a bit vague la)
be more spiritual
dun sleep in for the next new year

yea... most of wat i wanted to do was done for last year.. except for one(but it never happens every year anyways... well, always was close though)

so i begin the new year sayin "a wish is what the heart really wants. and without the heart, nothing can really be achieve with happiness". and for those who have been searching for happiness, it has always lay inside of you. and till you find it, you'll always be searching for the exterior means to locate it.

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