ms tans

i tink i haf a thing for ms tans who work in the f&b industry... haha... tis wld haf to be the 2nd one already in 2 years... haha... and they're attached... sighs... oh well... met her at tis pre national day concert i was doin in ite bishan... off the shoulder white top wif a red tank top and blue converse shoes... two rings on her right finger... now tat i got tat info in permanancy... on to other things...

well, ere are no other things... so i shall get back to her... arrrghhh... i hate it when i a person occupies my mind and i cld do nuthin.. or rather i dun wan to.. and wats up wif ppl tellin me they're attached after 3 days.. i mean, tis wld haf to be the 2nd time too... cldn't they jus tell me first?? oh well... haha... but it feels good though to feel up and down again... was a long time since i cld feel like tat... the song "scars" aptly embrace wat i feel... esp the "i tear my heart open jus to feel" part... and the song you're beautiful by james blunt wld be a theme song... not jus cos she's beautiful, but rather like the other parts of the song... the melancholic yet filled wif hope and awwwwww moments...

u ever noticed how sumtime lost time cannot be resumed easily and there are loads of silent moments, uncomfortable silence... yet you say the same things, do the same things. jus feel differently. and yet, sumtimes, lost time are jus a nanosecond from the last time you met.

but goddammit... i'm goin to tekong in about 3 weeks time... sighs.. 9th september.. i hope i cld clear my head but then... i really like my head bein muddled... makes me more profound and