& yet the flower lives on

I know i haven't been updating ma blog... but oh well, here goes a long one... as i try to wipe the dam mucus running from ma nose and the irritating sore throat tat i haf rite now... thursday, 30th September God knows what happened tat dae cos i sure as hell dun... except tat i went to skol early to pass the paper work or sumthin along that line... den went for specialist meeting... it was the insomnia 48 introduction... and i remembered tat i didnt sleep well, so must haf been doin ma journal and chattin wif dila... haha... so i was a lil crazy tat dae... choo B, forgot the name of the event for the second time and she jus said, err, err, the event and i shouted insomnia 48... and a few other comment which i forgot... i noe i was havin a hell of a time shouting ma comments... erm, den, i went to teach ma class for the last time... quite a sight la... ma most fun students, abrile(i still dunno how to spell his name) and keith, chyau shiaun, the only one who didnt miss a lesson, and nizam, the fastest learner in ma class... i guess these 4 ppl were the only ones i really cared about... i noe itz a bit biased la... haha...in the end, i had to perform too since ere was goin to be only 3 students performing. nizam was not gonna make it, so tats left wif keith, avbril and chyau shiaun... jiating was frettin abt not many ppl coming for the last dae of class... both keith and cs had practiced.. den ma slacker avbril, didnt really practice but he caught up quite fast... when class and meetin ended, i rushed off to see the set up of the insomnia 48... met zizi and helmi ere... den went home. 1st Octoer, Fridae went to class about 1 hour late like tat... went to skol to reprint ma final report... den all our paper work was done... Hi Club Closing Ceremony quite fun la... before tat, we went to practice first... den wore ma dumb yellow shirt which made me look like a cleaner... not tat itz mine mind u...so yea... went to perform... nuthin much goin on wif me... checked about since the food was ere yet... nuthin much to describe... den in the end keith and avbrile went to take a few photos and one wif them bashin me up... den rushed off to Insomnia 48... i jus realised i lurve these events, especially if i have my own freedom to move about unrestricted... the event was dammmmmmmm happening... i took loads of pictures, went about in the Art House... i was in love with the event itself... it was like my photography heaven, ere were babes, art models, artists, dazzling video and projections of really cool water in a saucer, air-con... snacks... haha... almost like in heaven too... helped out amin a bit but mostly went about watching the installations... met weil ling there... went to watch the reading to corpses, which was dam boring since i didn't understand wat she was reading, but i watched thru the whole video... i still loved the performance by jompet... an indonesian arts troupe... went home wif amin at about 2am... went on the night rider(budget)... got lost a bit in Sengkang... haha... den jus took a cab home and fell asleep when i reached home... 2 October, Sat went to work... was helping out with the POP station where we could make music videos for free... we jus choose a song and they will record it and will tape our actions... quite a fun filled event... i helped wif the sound crew... over all, the ppl were quite nice la... i jus realised that i could do sales... hahaha... i could be nice to everyone... if i wanted to... haha... anyways, when i was done, i went around to take more photos... esp of jompet again... haha... den meet liting and a few of her friends... oh yea, met raymond from TK too... the 2nd time i met them, they were at the children's exhibition and they made an island of soldier surrounding 4 figurines which had a german shepherd( i tink)... den took some pic... went to watched the final showcase by jompet for saturday and watched mysterious objects at noon, which had loads of twist in the story as ppl try to continue the story which was told previously... den after the show, viv called to say hi and tat she was ere too... so we kinda briefly met up and promised to meet again when Iron Pussy started... haha... so yea, we met up again in about half and hour to watch Iron Pussy.. it was a real blast watching the show... sooooooo corny... but it was great!!!

den walked around to wait for the mtv screening at 2.30am... so i tink i was jus walking around or sumthin, but i noe i did lots of stuff jus tat i didnt remember wat happened in between... watched all the video installations i guess... den amin had to leave early cos he was workin the next day too... so i continued my wanderings.... den at abt 2, i went down and sat with liting and aloysious... so watched the screenings at abt 2.30... watched till about 4... i had lots of laughs... real fun... den i lied on the floor of the screening room of joei apichatpong(i tink i got the spellin right) and watched his films till about 5... after watchin all, went to the readin of corpses room where they had really comfy seats and long seats which i slept in for about an hour or so... den went off at about 6am... to go home... realised that the first train is at 6.30... like wat the??? so yea, waited fro quite a while ere... den when i reached home, i was in a semi state of zombie where i was awake yet asleep... den went to sleep and only woke up at 6.30pm... though i tink i was awake in between cos i remembered either chattin or msgin ppl... den too lazy to go to the closin... so stayed at home...

4th October, Mondae
did ma final mix project... spent like till about 8.20pm before i was done... den went home... i jus realised tat i'm very lethargic the past few days... haha... slept early... haf a sore throat

5th OCtober, tuesdae
went for ma first drivin lesson in such a long time... only stalled the car like about 4 times... which only happened after the first time it stalled and then 2 more followed in quick succession... i've become quite a reckless driver... hahaa... the guy was tellin me tat i haf to break earlier... haha... went to skol after tat... did ma dvd authoring.. which shld haf been done earlier.. haiz... quite a progress... haha.. y didn't i start earlier i dun noe... haiz...