if tears could say apologies accepted

well, todae no skol... again... woooooo hoooooooo... anyways, i haven't been reading my fwens blog and so i decided to read a very close friend of mine's... and there, i a post which i nearly cried... i mean tears were jus welling la... but they never really fell out... anyways, tis is a poem she wrote:

you hang on to a thread
that is about to break
you smile back silent tears
i came undone..
and you took in the injustice
i tried to patch the torn canvas
but the picture wont turn out right
you can see the stitches
it isnt perfect
but that is the best i can give you
and you're still there

i guess i'm lucky and thankful tat the thread i held on to never did break... and yea!!! of course i forgive ya dUcK!!!!!!!!

i'm kinda now addicted to the song 'sink to the bottom' by Fountains of Wayne... i guess the song is quite apt here... thanks viv for introducing tat song!!! anyways, here's the lyrics:

I wanna sink to the bottom with you
I wanna sink to the bottom with you
The ocean is big and blue
I just wanna sink to the bottom with you

Cars on the highway, planes in the air
Everyone else is going somewhere
But I'm going nowhere, getting there soon
I might as well just sink down with you

I wanna sink to the bottom with you
I wanna sink to the bottom with you
The ocean is big and blue
I just wanna sink to the bottom with you

Out on the highway, up in the air
Everyone else is going somewhere
They're going nowhere, and I'll be there too
I might as well go under with you

I wanna sink to the bottom with you
I wanna sink to the bottom with you
The ocean is big and blue
I just wanna sink to the bottom with you

and duck, well, i just dun haf the capacity to remember pain... so yea, of course you're forgiven... i mean, i did tat after i no longer felt any sting when the memory pops up... jus never really did tell u tat... goin out later to take more pics... i'so in loveee wif my cam... did i say tat before?! though i'm sure i did... heh... anyways,

i guess i'm lucky to have so much faith
in the thin thread which was breaking
if you ask me, it was really the only thning
that i could ever hold on to, and just like the song 'vindicated'
"Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of which has caught my eye"
and the shine that cought my eye
was the saving grace for me to not let go
and here i am, still standing where i've always been standing
where i've always stood
where i'll always be standing
and where i will be standing
i'll always be here, standing at the edge of the earth