How does life begins?

anyways, friday was the most busiest day... haha... had classes in the morn, meeting wif chin boo at 2, had a meeting for the YEP thingy at 5, collected back ma cam from sri right after the meeting, went to clark quay wif a friend of mine. checked out the new age shop... haha... when we went in, it wasn't really a shop wif jus rooms... so in the end, we just walked back down and took a brochure for the reiki class and we went to BK... spent the entire time there before we went to walk to outram... walked to outram!! never met anyone who actually wanted to walk, which was quite a change from most of my fwens... well, minus izati too... so yea, we walked from outram, to TAPAC, did a U-turn cos we missed the junction tat we're supposed to turn at, walked along china town and reached outram... anyways, we're gonna do another expedition to another place another time ard... hadn't had tat much fun, since, well, maybe since the last time i went out wif the dream girl... though, itz a diff type of fun... the atmosphere was just different...
 
talkin abt expedition, the yep expedition is gonna be in cambodia... still haven't seen any malay ppl yet, i mean i'm used to being the only malay la... but i guess it wld be great if ere's another crazy malay dude or dudess who's goin there too, esp since itz the fasting month... wonder if any1's crazy enough to do tat... tis wld be still my greatest challenge... anyways, from those that came, i felt really old... everyone else is in year 2... hah... crap.. i'll be gone for only 2 weeks... thankfully, i mean i wldn't mind spending an entire month ere la, but i gotta gif time for ma specialist project too... out of all the places, met kesh when i was abt to enter the class tat she left... haha... missed seeing her, esp since we're in the same skol and all, yet never saw her before... she looked the same in the pic, though, i guess still need a lil adjustment to the new kesh look.  haha... had a weird dream just now... and it had her in it...
 
oh well, later, gonna meet kak alin to discuss wat she needs me to help her with, then maybe go SRJC and continue takin photos for their 15th anniversary rehearsals... tats all for now...
 
and here's tot to ponder...
not everyone is willing to be happy...  i mean, can u really say that you are happy when you keep doing things which you know are morally wrong? though, we usually take the left path, lie, cheat, steal... i mean sure, you can get a temporary happiness, but would you be eternally happy? and i guess, another thing i read in sophie's world, haven't had the chance to read solitaire mystery, esp since izati kept me wonderin why she called me the joker... and if it has the same effect as the joker said in sophie's world, then i wld not really agree with her tat i am a joker in the pack of cards.. or at least i dun see myself... well, tat's wat socrates tot too.. tat he's not the joker... so i dunno... still, ppl are the best judge as to what you are, especially through your portrayal of yourself to the world... and 1 more thing, i hate it when ppl say you dun know me deep inside... i mean, how the hell am i supposed to you you deep inside when you only choose to show a superficial level of yourself... i mean, show it to the world who you really ar, even if it cause you friendship and mistrust... tat is if you are willing to take that chance... if not, dun complain if ppl's view of you are different from your view of yourself... ppl can't read minds, they can only infer...