memoirs of vanilla coke

for sumone who really wants to forget abt it, i sure cant hold my word to it... in the end, as much as i dun want to care, i still do... i still worry tat sumthin might happen... i dunno... me suppposedly being the liberal one, i sure worry abt you... though i may say have fun, deep inside i pary nuthin happens to ya... i dunno, i'll say i wont interfere with your choices, but sumtimes i ponder abt the wat ifs... and wld i really regret being so liberal... my parents gave me that faith... and todae i learn how hard it must have been for them to let me go... for all tat i've done, i'm still okie... i guess, itz the protectiveness you feel for sumone... and i guess i never felt like this for anyone, till tonite... maybe i'm jus gettin older... haha... but really, the malay show i was watching wasnt really helping to ease me... lets jus put it, a lot of shite happens to the two characters... sighs... okie fine, so i cant forget abt her... nor do i want to... cos well, i dunno... i guess i still like her... so k, if u do read tis, pretend u didnt cos i wont really tell u i haf a blog... unless u ask... haha... sighs...

i guess i've fallen again... i guess when u called in the afternoon, everything was sealed when u called... okie... haha... now i'm typin as u run for ur bus and hearing the wind blow... and so, lin's final words last nite did finally make sense... haha... i guess i got my sanity back... and i kinda feel refreshed... haha... i got to be in skol at 9 tomz... and wat? spend my bdae in skol and at rehearsals... sighs... quite depresssing...

todae was my first whole day at home... quite liberating le to jus be in ur room and do nuthing except sound and edit photos.. haha... wheee... well, i guess will haf to sleep now to wake up early tomz... or maybe not... sumthin else i need to do....