Thursday, March 24, 2005

fcuking carebear

sumtimes i jus get tired of bein a freaking carebear... being one only sucks you of energy and makes u pissed off if u keep hearing the same thing over and over... y cant i jus stop it? i dunno, maybe cos i was born with the carebear syndrome... and sumtimes, u dun really want to hear of things... maybe cos i'm a good listener, accordin to one... but wat else can i do?? i dunno, i'm jus feelin drained... and nuthin to charge me up.. sure, tuesday was sumthin... and sunday... but i tink, tues drained me more than it did on sunday... sighs... i dunno... oh well... farggit...

sumtimes i really dun want to hear abt how u haf a crush on sumone else... esp when i feel the same way for you... sumtimes, i dun want to noe ur probs with ur crush... cos i haf to put up a front... a front to tell u to try and work things out... a front to try and make u think otherwise... a front which i sumtimes do out of duty cos i haf to no rite to destroy anythin... except myself...

i tink i'm burnt out already... itz not the stress, itz jus physical exhaustion.. to the point where i jus dun gif a shit abt wat ppl tink of me as procrastinate and delay their work... as for tis week, i cant wait for it to all end... and start production week where itz much more fun... and mutu's project will be completed(4 man job is quite a stressful thing when u handle it all alone)... no point gettin angry at my grpmates for not comin... itz already skol's end... jus take the credit for wat u did... so now, i suck... i tink we shld jus be like another liza and me... cos i guess i shld jus forget abt it... cos i dun really want to go out too often as friends... cos i already told you my stand...

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